I feel like im being forced to move out of my house
Most people wopuld call that being kicked out. Its not like that, just all of my things are gonna be sholved in a box in a corner of the room. Not the same… hmmph
Life has been pretty dandy, i have two jobs, an amazing boyfriend, my family are slowly being okay with us back together, FINALLY!
But, i feel like there should be more, more coming, more excitment, more thrill, where did the kid in me go? ugh.
Now i wanna watch peter pan ):
Please tell me when this all end, so i can be sane again.
Hes a fuck up, shes just dumb, ones a nosy bitch, and the other is the almighty fixer of fuckedupfuckers, But you, you babe, you’re the right one, the recognizing of the wrong, “who am i? to tell someone if something is right or wrong, thats not on me.” you say every hour of everyday, i hate being in this, you’re lucky i would die without you .
I miss you more then you think, and this pain keeps getting to me. It just grows stronger and stronger as the hours grow longer, its come to the point, that i cant think, These memories are dead, and lost in my head, cant think of words to speak. Just so much to say, How did it end this way? Is it my turn to pay? i think. The silence just grow, and no body knows the way this is killing me,the knifes keeps twisting as i keep resisting, the turth that needs to be said. I hope that you see, how this is killing me, As soon as you find me dead.
6.6
sup new life?
IS excited!
For her last day of high school ever! ill be completely freeeee!
Can you believe…
How much shit me and Zachary have gone through? Do you even realize? The non stop roller coaster or lives have been like ever since we have met. I love him to death. I’d die for him i swear. He’s my best fucking friend. I’m so lucky to still be around, I’m sorry Zachary.
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